Monday, March 15, 2010

The FNG and I the club I love so much

What do you do when a bullshit probie who doesn't have a clue gets his rag and you missed the meeting he was voted in. High,drunk and stupid is a shitty combination this makes for dead bros.
But who the fuck am I.I look at my club and I justify my actions as self preservation rather wants best for my club.I tend to forget the no one member is important than the club.I am losing a grip on what I had in my mind what the club should be.I despise the frat party mentality of boozin' and smokin' every night of the week. Do I hang up the rag I love so much or stay and be the one who stays level headed and takes care of things. Cain asked God "Am I my brothers keeper" the answer was yes. How you do you save a brother that doesn't want to be saved,how far out do you put yourself before you are past the brink of hopelessness.I feel the looks of unapproval and they wiegh heavy on my shoulders but the road still is ahead of me,I must keep riding it.