A year of cooking dangerously

I have got a year under my belt at the golf club where I am the executive chef.This year will be interesting,do more with less,I wonder how much I can push myself,how many hors can I work before I'm burnt.Only time will tell ,shit I love my job I get to do what I love to do for money. I love the kitchen,I love being told thats too hard ,it takes to long so I get to say FUCK YOU we did it don't you feel fucking dumb.I have learned over the past few years people don't want to pay for "excellence" they only will pay for"good enough"but then bitch when it was not the right "good enough" the 'good enough should have been better.Anyway brothers and sisters I have ranted and need to rest my brain.What ever you do do it the best you are capable of leaving nothing undone.

2011 Probie

We are looking at a new memeber over the next few weeks or months.I think he will catch on he seems to be into the club and what we do together.My new job is now a year old been away from the club too much I need to get out and about after work this summer.

The Break I needed

The eyes were upon me as I walked through our house.Chef ,how ya been ,Havent seen you in a longtime.New employment has kept me from my bros

FNG and his last chance

I have to thank the MC gods this dumb fuck stepped on his dick finally in front of the Boss and the VP at the same time.I hate to see any have to leave but this aint a fucking TV show.I you are always too fucked up to defend your bros you shouldnt be one.Handle your business my father always said,pull your weight he added,you have two ears and one mouth so listen twice as much as you talk he would yell.I thought the old man was full of shit. I find myself using those words with the FNG.The MC is not a 24/7 frat party yes we love our parties but we dont embarass the
MC by our behavior.I have my burden but weight is lighter the FNG has one more chance or gets cut loose.The sad part is i find myself rejoicing at the possibility of the FNG being gone.I need to search myself for any remorse if he is cut loose,I am not finding any.Is this a type of MC snobbery were only people that are like me are allowed to belong.i take my job of protecting the MC's rep very seriously.Well,ride hard and keep your boots dry.

The FNG and I the club I love so much

What do you do when a bullshit probie who doesn't have a clue gets his rag and you missed the meeting he was voted in. High,drunk and stupid is a shitty combination this makes for dead bros.
But who the fuck am I.I look at my club and I justify my actions as self preservation rather wants best for my club.I tend to forget the no one member is important than the club.I am losing a grip on what I had in my mind what the club should be.I despise the frat party mentality of boozin' and smokin' every night of the week. Do I hang up the rag I love so much or stay and be the one who stays level headed and takes care of things. Cain asked God "Am I my brothers keeper" the answer was yes. How you do you save a brother that doesn't want to be saved,how far out do you put yourself before you are past the brink of hopelessness.I feel the looks of unapproval and they wiegh heavy on my shoulders but the road still is ahead of me,I must keep riding it.

Why did I sign up for this

Get your shit together bro we are ridin' tonight.When did any one person become bigger than the organization they work in or belong to?Every fucker I see walk in to a room with that look of contempt on their face makes reach for my gun or something esle to hit them with.